Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow where they lead.

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What if I have actually done all wrong?What if everything I thought of right is actually wrong?What If I shouldn`t have done what I did?What`s the point on even thinking about it,really?As If I can change something, as if I can make things different.I can`t really remember of serious things I`ve done but I guess there are plenty to come. This is life. But what if I`ve actually hurt someone when I didn`t even mean to, when I didn`t even notice? Isn`t it unfair when you have no idea why are people reacting the way they are? Maybe you were wrong, I get that, but shouldn`t they just tell you what`s the problem.Maybe you can become a better peson maybe you can try and change.But If you just can`t you will always remember that you tried,that you actually tried hard to please them.Personally, I can`t really apologise or say I love you to someone.I know,that`s just me,my odd personality, but I can`t actually change it, I can`t do anything about it. I`m trying to though, I `m trying to become what they want me to be but it doesn`t work. My personality is already formed even if I change it there will always be hesitation on what I should say and especially why. I`ve been hurt by people that I thought of like my friends. I was fooled because I actually gave too much in my friendship and couldn`t see the truth. Maybe that`s the reason I`m that distant right? Maybe experience has shown me that I should always not give too much & be careful.That`s it right? I`m solving my problems when writing..But I actually do have a bunch of great friends right now... :)

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It snowed today too but it didn`t stick.I`m just waitin` for my white day.


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Is there anythin` better than being just simple?We all try to be marvelous, gorgeous, beyond any limits but in the end everybody is actually worse that what they were.Trying so hard for something is always worthless especially when it comes on the way you are dressed,put make up and stuff.I`m not simple,that I know.I haven`t actually tried to be simple but I think that simplicity(new georgia's word) is a great achievement, I guess. If you actually choose this part of life everything will be different.I mean just think about it, if we acted simply then the world would be different.But anyways I actually g2g now and get back to my complex,difficult and odd life.My non-simple lifeAnd remember, BEING SIMPLER IS ALWAYS SIMPLE. ;)

-Shadyy

Yesh people it is actually snowing.I mean like real snow.REAL snow,in Greece.Real Greek snow.That`s kind of rare.I haven`t seen snow for a year or maybe more.But anyways, I just wish that the snow will stick and tommorow will be a great day for a snowfight. :D I feel so HYPERRRR that it`s actually snowing.I`m like that bizzare kid waiting for Santa`s gift.But no I shouldn`t feel that happy&confident cause for like 99% there will not be any sing of snow till tommorow morning.But I actually need snow.It makes meh feel...happy. :D I`m just a wierd kiddo. ;P And one of the worst things is that I can not get a dawn picture of it.Dad buy meh a new camera,please.That`s why I am putting another snow picture on. :]

 ShadyyG.

A Big Thursday today.

`Even though I didn`t go to school to actually study for what things I had for the whole day .(that`s lame but anyways),I was really glad to know that my letter had actually arrived AND I was like so thrilled  to open it.haha.Imagine,that even if I wanted to sleep more I was like fully awaken when my dad said that there`s a letter from the USA for meh laying on the table.I have been waiting for this letter like a zillion decades dude! :P And the coolest part: WHAT was inside that folder? :D I can`t give much information BUT there was a REAL American chocolate bar inside,imagine just my face when I saw the chocolate.hehe^^ What can I say I`m a chocolateluvvarr.RAWR.;) But anyways I`m-acting-hyper time didn`t last long =_=. I had to study remember?But everytime I felt like killing myself because of the amount of stuff I had to do I was looking at my folder&stuff and my smile returned again. It was a busy day today,my toughest day of every week  actually. But I managed to survive. Even though I haven`t done anythangg for tommorow's school and even if I have to do 6 whole exercises for my retard History Teacher& see my dearest bitch Ancient Greek teacher I still think that I will make it.Ughhhhh I`m actually feeling now so stupid, as I can`t find a song about NY.GOSH! I will continue my bubbling tommorow when I will actually have free time. BashaBasha :*
                             PS: I love  you MY Simone(:

MARSHMELLOW.